Could not sleep last night, a member called last night to get me to go to this forum,... well, I'm already here. After we got off the phone, I felt disgraced and disgusted with myself for misleading all of you. Friendship is built with trust and respect. I broke that trust....I was one of the original members of the other site, made a lot of friends that I trusted and would stand in front of a bullet for. I've been sick for a few months now and not sure where it's going to take me. When all the crap started on the other forum, I thought I could just fade away with some grace and no one would know...Good timing, right. Well, I joined this forum under a new name so when I stopped posting, no one would think anything about it,... the new guy left and stopped posting, oh well.... I was wrong, you can't treat people like that. I left everyone hanging. My new name is Chubs, my wife now calls me this because of the weight I've lost, sick joke, I know. I'm a freaking skeleton. Not going to get into the details. If Rab or anyone here wants me out, I totally understand. I lied to you. I disrespected you, and lost the trust I once had. My wife said I should let you guys know, but I thought it would be easier this way. Well, time for the pitchforks and lynching...Stay safe
Shatneyman