I have been paying attention. You are just too close to the problem.
Promise me, for your sake, that come February after Qanon fails you several more times and makes you sound like a loon several more times that you will stop listening to them. I know you have a brain that is capable a thinking. There has to come a time you realize you invested too much time and thought on lies.
Promise me you will seek to enjoy life WHEN Qanon's conspiracies fall through again. Nobody should live life in fear, especially of imaginary monsters.
and what will you do if it is true?